I told my wife I was in love with another woman

After the difficult conversation on Friday, things settled back to normal for a few days. She now knew, but we just got on with things and we didn’t discuss it again. It was as if nothing had happened. I had something else to tell her, and I came out with it tonight. I had to tell her that I would not be around much during the coming weekend, that I would be with my girlfriend. 

She was shocked, expressing sadness and dismay that things were moving so fast.

She wants me to leave the house as soon as possible. She doesn’t want me to come back after the weekend. She wants me to  find a friend to stay over with instead.

I’m out of the country for a few days in the week after next. Hopefully I’ll get a chance to stay one more week before I have to move out for good.

The wheels are turning. I’m not really sure where they are going, or how well I will manage in the coming months. All I can hope for is that things will work out eventually. I hope I have made the right decision.

~ by amaltheus on January 29, 2009.