A persistent attraction
Things are still going well on the home front. I’m still in the family home, still central to my kids’ lives, enjoying my job, and getting on with life. I’m very happy. It’s amazing what a few short months can do.
However, I long for the intimacy of another woman. I try my best to ignore it, but it comes back regularly – that feeling, that longing.
I have started having very strong feelings for another woman whom I met through acquaintances. She is beautiful, intelligent, sensitive and kind, and she’s interested in many of the things I love a lot. What’s more, I think she is attracted to me too.
She lives in a different city, she is single, she is younger than me and she (sort of) has a boyfriend. So getting involved would be dangerous, complicated and messy to say the least, not to say intensely stupid, given my current home-situation.
But I do feel for her. I think about her every day. I regularly wonder what might happen, should the chance arise and we were both alone together. Just the two of us. Alone.
Glad to hear things are going good for you. I guess while you still live in the family home it is going to be difficult for you or your wife to start new relationahips. You need to start considering what you both want from the future and make plans to allow it to happen