Taking a rain check
A couple more weeks have passed by in the job. I’m still seeing my lady friend, but somewhat less frequently than before. I’m very conflicted about the relationship at this stage. She is a good friend and wonderfully sexual, but I am unable and unwilling to move the relationship forward. I’m pretty certain it will lead to tensions in the months ahead. Her needs are not too dissimilar to mine, but every now and again she hits a low, and I get an insight into her needs in this relationship.
I’m getting more interested now in exploring the scene again – meeting someone for a night of passion and having a mad fling. Or maybe meeting a beautiful, sexy, experimental woman who can carry me away with her smile. I can dream on!
Overall, my mood has been good. Despite how it may seem from this blog, this year has gone well for me. Full of meaning, change, friendships and the occasional big achievement. My relationship with my ex/wife is ticking along without any nastiness and so far, the kids have been getting along with few complaints. I am making the most of the here and now.
This all sounds very positive – I think you are definitely right to explore the scene. It would feel great to have a good look around before settling into another relationship. Besides between a new job and a new way of interacting with your family, you have alot to deal with, so the distraction of a full on relationship would make it difficult to deal with all the other stuff that is already on your place.
Good luck!
Сейчас кроме нашей основной деятельности не стоит забывать о регулярной антикризисной медитации